Impermanence…

Back to uni now…. Hmmm i’d be faced with loads of assgnments… hix hix.. no more relaxed times… The result i got this semester was abit disappointing… It was my fault though.. heheh my time management was so poor… so this semester i must improve it!
My dad was disappointed with the results i got. It made me a bit sad knowing this… cos I didnt do my best last semester, that is true! I was sooo lazy last semester, ended up that my result was like that… Even the overall average was still okay, but surely it was worse than my previous performances…
But, I wont give up.. I still have other rounds to go! the war hasnt ended yet! I still have the chance to improve and to soar! =) I believe I can fly, R Kelly said… ehheheh

Now… thinking of the future… I still cant see where my road leads me… I still cant plan what Im supposed to do after graduate from uni… What i want actually is to own a business… (Arent I supposed to study business instead? ) heheh but before hand i still have to gain some experience working with other company. But it still years beyond, so why should I bother abt it atm?

Kay then.. wanna go back to my harry potter (Damn! still havent finished the phoenix one… i was dragging with it!)

I feel so grateful in this life. *_* I juz read someone’s blog, and it made me feel so grateful in this life. Her dad scolded her and talked some hurtful things to her… I juz instantly reflected it to myself… I could not picture my dad with such a scene. My family is neva liked that, at least neva happened to me. How mad was my dad, he would never say hurtful things to me.. How lucky I am!!

Yet, I feel so sorry for her… I think her dad didnt mean to say that, and I think he would’ve regreted it after his madness gone… This case made me think of one thing… anger can make our tounge hundred times sharper, so we must be careful and bite our tounge during that moment. I really wonder.. how the mind works when we are angry. Why we hardly can control our actions when we are on fire? Can science explain that? Maybe.. but I neva found it in any source.. Hope one day one will reveal the mistery…

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot.. My conclusion of my thoughts was: I have to move on! Opening a new page of life. I shouldnt linger on the pasts… I have to face the reality.. Yeah.. it sounds easier than doing it… But I believe I can do it! And also, I want to keep thinking positive each day of my life… ** Positive thinking does make you happier… Try it!

Hm… I regreted for eating too much tonite… =( I knew I shouldnt eat anymore, but dunno why I couldnt help it! Partly of it, maybe I want to ‘punish’ myself (for putting on more weight?)… so from this second on, I have to love myself more and more!! I have to take care of this body This belongs to noone but ME! =) So instead of feeling guility, I hafta burn the extra tomorrow morning Jia Yooo!!

Last but not least… it is my cousin’s bday!! =) Happy b’day Na!!! Smile always!!

I’ve been watching this Korean series lately, its title is FullHouse. The story is simple actually, telling about an actor living with a ’stranger’ and married with her under contract. The girl, or stranger, used to own the house of the actor. The house was sold by her friend without her acknowledge Poor her. With complicated stories behind (actually its me who is lazy to type all the details heheh), the girl signed a contract to marry the guy. The contract is that their marriage will be only in 6 months, and after that the girl can have the house back.. Then, the story starts here… Like typical love story, the girl starts to fall for him, and vice versa.

What I like from this story is that, we people sometimes dont realize what we feel/have until we are about to lose the person. What I mean is that we sometimes dont realize that we love someone, until the person is turning his/her back from us. We also tend to grasp something that is far rather see what we have nearby…

Plus, this movie is sooo funny and entertaining… =) So can wind u down…