Impermanence…

Been in my hometown for about a week now… Here, I almost know no one, the word know I mean here is to know their names, not faces. Frankly, I dont know who they are, but recognise their faces. And shame thing, they do know me, and my name! Feel bad sometimes, cos I really have blank idea about their identitities.

I met my childhood friend on last 3 days (if Im not wrong with the calculation). From what we chat about, I realise one thing again… Its a bit shameful though… I remememberred very very little about my childhood times here… Dunno why.. I totally cant remember… My friend I met was so-called my close friend (that I knew from my friend, not from my own memory). But frankly, I cant see her face in my memory, even as a usual friend! Am I that bad? Forgetting my own friend? But why dont I remember them? I only can remember very few of my friends here… strange, isnt it?

But, if you ask me about my friends from my primary school in Medan, I can name them, well if not, if I see their faces I still can tell. Now I wonder how the memory is inprinted… why some we can remember and some we cant? Can we choose which memory to stay? Hm… its just so complicated!

Been watching Desperate Housewives… it is hilarious! Interesting series, indeed! Wanna continue watching till finished!!! ^^

Kay then… internet connection here is so expensive and so damn slow!!!! Gotta go!!!

Happy holidays!

I’m in Medan now. I found a dilemma now. I just went to my dad’s friend’s house and had a chat with him. He told me not to go back to Nias since he heard that there is a foretelling saying that there would be a huge disaster again in dec… I know its not wise to just listen to that, but couldnt help it. It bothered my mind too… As my dad is a stone-headed, wouldnt listen to such thing, so he wouldnt bother to move away from Nias. Well, what I heard is that this disaster will ‘gulp’ the island… which means that there would be no more Nias island on the atlas/map. Hmm quite scary though.

And there is other thing. I heard from my friend about other foretelling. The source is from someone who can predict something so accurately. For example, she had predicted about the tsunami in Aceh! Well, she said later at the end of this year, Java island will be sinked down… well have no idea whether it would come true or not, but having this to come true is really a mourn for me and everyone else! Imagine: Java island —> Jakarta is on that!! So there would be no more Indo capital city!!! All the government headquarters are there!!! Gosh! Cant imagine if it comes true! And somehow, half of my relatives are there, including my brother. Hope it wouldnt be happened….

Kay now… Wanna have a rest

Enjoy ya holiday!

Hmm I was thinking, what color I should use to write this entry. Well, then decided to choose bright color, and here it comes! ^^ But somehow, now my eyes are so hard to read what Im typing since the background of the tempate is white…
Holiday ==> Going back to my lovely homecountry! =) Today Im going to take off at 1245 pm, which is only a couple of hours to go…. Actually, I have been waiting for this day to come… u know why I said that? Well, just 3 days before I had a summer retreat in a monastery, we did meditation everyday (2 times a day; morning and evening). And in my meditation I can see my thought kept going to the future which is my departure time (a.k.a. today!)… Hmm couldnt really concentrate =( regreted it somehow… hohoho

I now make up my new-year-resolution (well, i know still a month to go, but coulndt help it ) I WANT TO BE A BETTER PERSON, BECOME MORE WISE! My next goal: to achieve wisdom! ^^ Maybe its a long long journey to go, but ey, little step would also help! Eventually, I may reach the destination, its just the matter of time… Patience is the key, mate!!!

Actually, I would kinda miss Sydney… the weather, foods, friends, relatives, works, etc. Seems like Syd has been part of my life…

Kay then… gotta get ready now!!! Continue some other time…. Put on smiling face always, not matter what condition u encounter! Spread thru the happiness toweards others!!!

Metta,

Rosie