Impermanence…

Hmm the time is tickling when I m typing this blog. A couple of more hours the Day is come! What day was i talking abt? Nothing else, but Chinese New Year!! ^^ Welcome new year!

well, talking about new year, especially chinese new year, there are many prediction or oracles on the luck of every ‘Chinese calendar’s animal characters’. Some will have good, some bad, and some are neutral. Now the question is: Should we believe in it? Would you believe if someone says that your luck will be elevated in the coming new year? Well, I suppose we all want it to happen. Good things are always wanted, and we want to believe that the prophecy would come true. Yet, how if it says that your life will be hectic in the coming year? Will you take it for granted? I believe, everyone would say no. Never do we want to believe something bad happend to us. So, what’s the point to know the prophecy then? Anyway, its only a prediction : wouldnt guarantee it would be 100% true, so why bother?

I think, its better to go with the flow. This sentence isnt easy as it sounds. what I mean by going with the flow is actually living in the present times. We tend to stick with the previous moments. I will give an analogy to explain what I mean. The flow is like the time. If you live in the present, you will let the flow take you. But if you want to linger with the past, you would stick a wood log and try to resist the water current. it would only exhaust you. Isnt it more relaxing if you just let go yourself to follow the current? So as it is with life, let go of the past, let go of the future. Just live in the ‘now’ moment.

Hmm since the title is LOVE, I think I should touch this topic a bit. Well, there is a question popped in my mind: should we say ‘I love u’ to the ones we love? Cant we just show our affection without saying out loud the phrase? Yet ironically, the ways pple show their feelings are different. So how can we really sure what the persons feel about us? So does it mean that telling them how we feel is important? Hmm cant figure out a suitable answer yet myself….

Holiday!!! Yep, Im on holiday mood… Im pretty up ‘leisuring’ here… hehe well, doing not much during holiday. During the day, helping out my parents looking after the shop, then after that, having dinner then watching!!! yep, thats pretty much my routinity here….

Well, been watching the series, One Tree Hill. Like it very much! It talks bout the life of teenagers. It is the time when we all face a lot changes in our life. It is the time when we figure out our identity. Tough time, yep indeed.

On one episode of it, about Anna telling her deepest secret that she is a gay… made me think of one thing. I neva realised that how scared a gay pouring out her/his identity to the world. It is not easy… It needs a huge courage to tell people about it, especially to the one you love, let’s say the parents. Why sometimes parents can’t accept the fact that their child is a gay, cos it ruins their ‘dreams’. They dream about the marriage of their child, and having grand children from her/his… but now, it’s totally crossed out since gay wouldnt have their own babies.

Yet, isnt it that love has to accept whoever the person is. No matter he/she is straight or gay, but ironically its hard, isnt it?

O yah, one thing… I did an embarrassing thing. hohoho… I forgot that my friend’s bday is in January, not December! Gosh, I wished him earlier.. and thought I was late, cos I didnt wish on the same ‘date’ (number,red) But, what is done is done….

New year, new me!! Yep, I definitely wanna change: to a better me and wiser me! ^^ Hope by the end of 2006, I can see the difference!

Kay then… gotta go now….