Impermanence…

Hahaha.. been long time not updating my fs blog O well, forgive my busy lifestyle… hahaha (is it an excuse?)
Okay, for a start, my uni has started (today is the last day of week 1). Frankly speaking, I dont have much hours to do in uni, but as compensation, I have loads of hours to do assignments and readings at home (or free time)

Well, since its only Wk 1 I just want to enjoy my ‘leisure’ time… haha Even some of my friends would say even I am faced with exams and assignments, it seems that they are also my ‘leisure’ time… (haha u know what I mean) ;P

I currently use a wireless LAN at home, I reckon its not so good since I get connected-then disconnected-then connected again every time… The ‘vicious’ cycle is annoying, indeed. But in a way, its so convinient, I can move my laptop anywhere without altering the wire length… I think, everything must have the good and bad sides.

Okay, now go on to my personal life. I now want to make morning mediation as my habit. I’ve been doing it for a week or so now, and it makes me feel better than before. Doing meditation might sound easy, but once you sit and do it, you may find it hard to concentrate. Well, as people say no gain without pain, I would not be discouraged due to the unfocused mind. I reckon my mind is still like monkey, likes to swing here and there. Doesnt want to settle still…

kay then, gotta off for work… Jyane!

Tonight I chatted with Edwin. Actually I was pouring what bothering my mind though. Today, I can say, my mind was burdened with the postgrad stuff. It did take a lot space in my head!! Im so glad having poured it to him, thanks my dear friend!! =)

I can see that his thinking is gradually growing. It’s good, I think life has taught him a lot. Well, reckon we all learn from life. ^^ That is why I prefer to see problems as my teachers and feel grateful to face problems cos that is my chance to learn about life.

I like the advice he gave me: "Pursuing things are just like waiting for a bus at the bus stop. When you are lucky, you would get it straight away, but if not you have to wait." What he meant is that: you should be patient and take your time, whatever things that would belong to you would come to you eventually. Just like a phrase I like: "The strongest power is patience".

Thanks, Win!!

Gosh!! I get dizziness!! I was researching on graduate courses of nutrition/dietetics in states… couple of them got my interest, yet when I saw the price and requirements… hmm… my light seemed getting dimmer. Let alone the price, most of the requirements need a 4-year-bachelor!!! Hiks… mine is only 3 years!!!!!!!!!! Hate it!!! Grrrrr!!! hahaha

Couple of unis I was interested in: Cornell, Wisconsin, and Purdue. Well, since they are top unis, the fee is also on the tops… (Grin) yeah… reasonable though… :/

Guess I have to think of my other option: Sydney Uni… Actually its not a bad uni, its just that Im sick of Sydney haha want a new environment…

Well… I have to do a lot more research on this program… Hopefully I find my way eventually

Five for Fighting
The Riddle (You and I)

I love this song!! Love more the lyrics!! Like Five for Fighting!!

Stop Crying Your Heart Out (by Oasis)

Hold up.. hold on.. dont be scared
You’ll never change what’s been and gone
May your smile… Shine on… Dont be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you’ll see them someday
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up… come on… why you scared
You’ll never change what’s been and gone

I got that song sang by other (Gregorian) from Edwin. He told me the lyrics is nice, and I agree. Yep, the lyrics is just right for you Win! What you need now is strength!! If you read famous people’s biography, you will see that before they reached the peak they have fallen thousands time. From that downs they learned a lot. So, dont see the stones and rocks as your burden, but as your teachers. All the best, my dear friend!!

I am in LOVE!!! Yap, seriously!! He took my breath away; his chin, his eyes, his face, his body, all parts of him took my breath away!!! Especially when he smiles, oh…. my heat melts!! Wanna know who am I falling in love with? Wont tell you till the end!

I fell in love with him at the first time I saw him, it was on a movie screen… Hohoho.. Well, did you wish something juicer? hahah He is the actor of Superman Returns, Brendon Routh. Arent you agree with me? He is thumb up right? hahaha

Okay then.. wanna continue to my Kingkong DVD… caoo