Impermanence…

I really had a bad day this morning, no one to blame but myself. Its all cause of my stupidity! Well~~ lemme explain. I had a test this morning, its worth for 55% of total mark. I cant deny that I didnt really study like crazy for this subject despite its difficutly. Indeed, its an interesting subject but just not easy to churn all of the materials into your head. I could understand what the lectures meant. But its just my genes that Im not so good at memorising, so yeah~~ kinda hard for me to put all the info (esp the details) into my brain. *sigh*

So today, I sat for the exam. Its not so easy, yet not so difficult. Its just that for some reason my brain was blank~~ couldnt think. Ironically, when I discussed it with my friend after I finished the paper, I was suddenly clicked! I knew the answer!!! Oh dear!!! But it was too late! Why when I sat on the paper, I didnt dig in that point in my brain!!! ARrgh!!

Well, was so upset with my own self actually~ and told my housemate and frds about it. Then, due to emotional pressure inside of me, I dropped a few tears. Yep, only a few! (not lying here)

Feeling so sad, I went to shower, then when I was showering the thought came to me. I was so aware that I was upset with myself, and kinda hated my own self. But I twisted it, instead of blaming myself for what already had happened (cant be changed anymore), why dont I take it as my lesson, and turned it to a challenge instead? So, I use this failure as my challenge. To really pay hard on the next paper, and aim highest!! Yep, I can do it!!!

Im currently studying Physiology for my test on next Wednesday. Well, there is a joke amid all the theory. Lemme share it with you:

US Forest Service Travel Warning

The last two years have seen unprecedented growth in bear populations in the Rocky Mountain region. As spring approaches, tourists are advised to wear small bells attached to their clothing, as this will frighten away most bears.

Tourists are also cautioned to watch the ground on the trail for bear droppings. Be particularly alert for the presence of Grizzly bear droppings, which are easily recognised because they often contain small bells.

Hehehe… well, at least it brought me a smile after stuffing my brain with all the information on GI tracts….
Wish me luck!! And all the best for y’all having exams!!!

O well, since that I have abandoned this blog for ages, I feel like writing a new entry. Okay… I just wanna give a short one since dont have any inspiration to write.

Just went out with my friends to join them dinner. Well, I dint have mine though, since before asking me, I have already eaten few breads, so was kinda stuffed. O well, looked like my friends were tired, especially the Professional Bludger hahaha sorry, cant reveal the real name (confidentiality issue) LOL He actually was under of the weather, that is why he was pretty quiet. And he always wonders why I can be so energetic… Well, frankly, I also dont know why. Its just a part of my nature? Well… I m a cheerful person though, and happy (almost all the time) hahahaha So yeah… it might the reason? Or…. I might be energized cos of the foods I just ate? hahaha NObody knows! U guys tell me!

Okay, gotta go now… reckon I should start studying, exams are coming!!!
Good luck for everyone having exams!