Impermanence…

This morning I dreamt something vividly. This type of dream is not novel to me. I wonder why I like to dream about ghosts or spirits…. and in most of my dreams, they wanna do harm to me or at least I felt that way in my dream. Its not a nice experience, indeed. I sometimes woke up in my sleep due to this so-called nightmare. This morning, I had this kinda dream that I was followed or hunted by a spirit, and wanted to drown me. Okay, the drown part might be due to Grey’s Anatomy I watched yesterday. I remember, once I dreamt like being suffocated by a spirit, who’s just standing beside my bed. I could sense his existance very vividly, or call me crazy, I could even see his body (but not his face). *shrug* Among all, it was my worst dream. My brother once advised me to say some prayer before I go to bed. Well, I dont do exactly the same as what he told me to, but I do wish some good wishes to all being before I sleep though. This typical dream started to appear in my sleep since I was ard 17 (cant really remember when, but it certainly since my high school time). I dont know it has to do with my maid being possessed or my joining to a spiritual sect (we call it: the Maitreya or in Hokkien Lau Bu).

I remember, my mom also likes to dream about spirit. Yet, hers are normally good ones, as if the spirits dont come to ‘attack’ her. She normally dreamt of someone who has passed away, and she knows him/her in person. She told me that she ever dreamt of my granddad (her father), her friends who had passed away (mostly due to the earthquake), yet not ones that wanted to hurt her. Well… guess my mom is just luckier than me, or maybe I should be more kind hearted (like her?)… *Shrug* Dunno, really~~~~

Anyway, apart from the dream, I knocked my nose to the bed stair (my bed is a double decker bed, and I sleep at the bottom). It hurt, indeed, and now you can see the mark on my nose, yeah…. hopefully it makes my nose looks prettier hoho

Kay then… I think its enuf for this entry… hehe have a nice day, all!

Hey my blogging friends!! Been so long from my previous entry. Okay, I have list of reasons of not writing blogs, but reckon you guys wouldnt give a care (actually, wanna say ‘damn’ instead) of it. I have very short time to put down what I think and wanna write. Lemme try to juggle them up.

First up, Valentine’s Day is getting closer. Many lovers ard the world would have ‘romantic’ plans in their heads. Well, one of my close friends told me she might be having a candle lit dinner (I assume, she said it is a romantic dinner) w her bf. Well, have fun for her then For myself, I think, Valentine’s would be like my ordinary days. Partly coz my lovely bf is away from my side, he is in Sydney atm, whereas Im in Nias (Indo). Another thing is, I think Valentine’s should be everyday. It would be pointless to be just in love on one day: Valentine’s Day. We should be loving (if we can) every day. The world would be a lot nicer if we are in love everyday. In love with the people surround us, with the nature, with the culture we are living in, etc. It doesnt have to be romantic love, but can be any form of love! Especially love to ya parents and family

Next thing I wanna say is that sometimes greed has to pay its course. Look at Jakarta, how bad the flood is happening there. What if in the past the government really pays attention to the environment, not only to debate uselessly on politics we are dwelling in atm. Maybe the flood wouldnt be this bad. What if the wastage system is repaired long long time ago….. Maybe this time the governemnt should prioritise which one is more impt on their work list. But, cant put the blame merely on the government. The people itself need some knock on the head. They should be aware of the imptance of clean environment. They shouldnt throw rubbish anywhere they like (normally pple throw rubbish everywhere: in the gutter, on the curb, on the road, etc) *sigh*

I have a blog subscription of an intern. I like to read her entries. It tells about how she struggle in her career and love life. It is intersting to read pple’s lives. I dont know, just find it good to know. You can learn from their experience too, and understand others better.

Okay, I just went to shop downstairs, to assist to speak to a customer who cant speak Indon. He is a Caucasian man, assume from his accent, he is from the States (well, didnt ask him though). What I want to bring up on this blog is that he preached about Jesus Salvation to me. He believes in only Heaven and Hell. Well, to my belief, I do believe in Heaven and Hell too. But the difference is in the length of time you spend there. There is no such eternity in my belief. You can be born in Heaven/Hell (or other realms, such as human beings realms), but woulndt stay there for forever. There would be an end of it. Remember, impermanence. Just like every beginning has its ends. Same here. But of course, I respected his belief and commented nothing. I know how it feels like when someone else judges about ur own belief. So yeah, it would be pointless to say about my belief. Anyway, its good that he believes in God, so he at least walk on the right path, I guess. =)

Okay then…. its a bit long now…. need to go back working… heheheh Have a nice day!!!! Miss y’all friends in Sydney…. Dont worry, will be back in 2 weeks time